Date: Friday, February 29, 2008
@8:59 PM.
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These few days just set me thinking .
} As life goes on
Im starting to learn more abt responsibility ,
and I realised that everything Im doing
is affecting the people around me ;
I don't know .
At that point when everything seemed screwed up , and practically nothing seemed to be going right . Studies , volleyball , everything . It seems weird just bottling everything inside me , having sleepless nights just thinking abt it , preventing those tear drops from falling cause I know I've got to stay strong .
Totally , numb .
Knowing that theres so many people around , but not knowing who to confine in . Knowing that maybe letting everything out on somebody may just cause you to become a burden in that person's life , hence not daring to do so . Maybe keeping it all inside could just be the best solution . Cos right from the start , its my life Im dealing with .
And that matter had to come in . Its not like I care , really . If showing how childish you are on my tagboard pleases you , so be it . I've got more important stuffs to worry abt than this .
Im sorry this post turned out emo .
It gets so tired putting on this megawatted smile on your face daily , just to show that you're okay . Just so that they won't know .
GAHHH , this whole post is total fugcrap , just ignore me .
Im sorry .
' Im just a kid ,
and life is a nightmare ' .