Date: Thursday, July 31, 2008
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Apologies for not updating. Haven't really been in the mood to blog lately, that explains the lack of posts. :D Will blog about the Malaysia trip sometime during the weekends alright. This week proved to be really really hectic for me, with so much too cram and do in this little amount of time, i think i can really drop dead. Life can be a really cruel thing.
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Maybe it never occured to you i needed a little respect. Just a little, is all i ask for, a little. If you even treated me as a friend right from the start, you wouldn't be doubting everything I'm saying, pushing away our friendship just for a love that wouldn't even last. Then, tell me. Is it even worth it right from the start?
You used to be good friends, the whole 5 of us, but i just don't see that feeling (of what friendship is supposed to feel like) there any more, non existent. You've changed, and drifted apart from us, intentionally. Or maybe it's just me, I don't feel the same being around with you anymore. Everything becomes really different now, imagine being able to forgo all the friendship we've forged during this 1 and a half years just for a relationship that isn't even stable to begin with. What else can I say, do what you want then, just don't come crying back at us when you guys break alright.
I'm somehow amazed that i could keep up with the mood of others today. Laughing? You see, you never treasured our friendship right from the start. So, what's there to fret over? Maybe if you just stopped to think about the consequences of your actions, then you'll realise what actually went wrong all this while.
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Cause behind its door there's nothing to keep my fingers warm
And all i find are souvenirs from better times
Before the gleam of your taillights fading east
To find yourself a better life.
Last day of the month, hopefully August will be better. :D
Ciao. :D