Date: Friday, November 23, 2007 @9:04 PM.
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& I won't let my own actions bring the team down , I promise :]
Im still debating with myself if I should post abt yesterday , cause Im reaal lazyy alrightes , & for the first time in 4 days , I actually feel like sleeping now:D At least , my stomach's better already , thanks all for your concern yeaa ♥♥♥ :D
I shall post abit about yesterday , then move on to talk abt today alright . Needed help with the damn math assignment , & the obvious people I should go to for help are my teachers in math uh ? XD Not as in , literally , cause sch teachers are WAYYY too boring with their explainations and blah :X Wanted to ask Jiayu/Joyce for help cause they seriously helped alot in my math before the EOYs alrightes:D LOL:X Jiaya wanted to go back to her primary sch for results , so asked Joyce instead .
Didn't felt like leaving the house in the end due to that stupiddd stomach flu lahh , but I guess shes on her way to the library at that time already , so didn't wanna pangseh her in the end ma :X Went to the library , then did abit of math [ yeaa , literally abit nia :X ] then went JEC to find movie watchh:D I wanted Star dust lahh , but there not showing , so , whatever norh . Watched ' Fred Claus ' , was supposedly kindda nice , but wasn't really watching it half the time lahh , cause my stomach was hurting like heelll . Had to go to the washroom eat pain killer during the show some moree :XX Bleah .
Walked around IMM after the show , wanted to find something for Rui Xiong , but couldn't find anything suitable in the end , so decided to write little dedications for him before he leaves instead . Went home after that , then went to the doc's . Horrible lahh :X
TODAYYYY:D
Had training in the morning todayy:D Stupiddd stomach flu acted up in the morning again on the way to CCAB , so ate the only 2 pain killers i brought in the car . STUPIDD lahh , I dont wanna survive on pills cann ! Damn pissing . Today's training was ohkay lahh , then played match with AiTong . Stupidd lahh , totally disappointed in myself & the team ): Won't talk about scores , cause I myself don't even know the scores lahh , then perfomance wise - total disaster . We weren't like that before uh , what happened to us today ? Damn , super pissed with myself also . This kindda standard , next year can dont bother going zonals already lahh . Im being honest alrightes . Whats the use of training/going for competitions when we're not even trying our best in this uh ? Follow what jiao lian said , but don't do it for me , do it for the team alright ?
Cabbed down to hougang after training , cab fee $10 lahh , still need pay back jiao lian de . Bleah . Just in time to watch the last 6 points of the match . Felt damn stupidd cann ! Rush all the way down , and then .. Aiyah , suan le , at least they won . Stayed back play abit , then went hougang mall for awhile lahh . Hahahahha . Stayed there for awhile , then trained back all the way to clementi , lunched there . Saw Genevieve , Julia & Joyce there lahh , means they stayed down there chatting for abt 2 hours norh ! Maybe its abt the vice captain thing lahh . Vice captain decided le - Ziyu . Yeaa , jiao lian also asked me that question before , & whatever I replied , it doesn't matter now already , just respect his decision yeaa ? Genevieve , cheer up alrightyy:D
Don't feel like posting already , dont feel like going for CIP tomorrow , don't feel like stoning at home doing homework , don't feel like going out with someone I never met before , Im sorry .
I must learn to love the fool in me.
The one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, love and hates, hurts and get hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cry.
The one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, love and hates, hurts and get hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cry.