& If I could ask for something more out of this team ; bondedness .
Wasn't sure if today was ohkay/funn/stupidd lahh . Started off kindda ohkay tho . Woke up at 9 , then slacked around abit before getting ready to go meet the others at Jurong East MRT:D Sms-ed Julia to ask her if she wanna go last minute , and she agreed lahh . & for once , I reached the meeting place on time alrightes , waited dammned long for Jiayu and Julia . Trained down all the way to hougang from Jurong lahh . The trip was dammned long uh :/ Wai Mun slept half way throughout the journey , and she looked super cute norh :] Walked around hougang for like dunno how long just looking for the sports hall . We kept walking in circles lahh , & ended up going back to the MRT station more than once ==" & Wai Mun dirted her shirt half way ; had to go around finding some shirt for her lah :/ Wanted to follow some Xin Min people to the sports hall , but realised that they weren't going there in the end ==" lols .
Watched dammned alot matches at the sports hall lahh . HCI lost to BPGH ? Damn , their coach is super gayy lahh , shout so loud at them can D: Ohhwell , maybe they got used to ignoring him already . Haha . Maxy maxyy , don't moody already alrightes:D Just don't think abt this match le lahh , still got three matches ahead:D lols , & don't lose faith yah , cause you have my support alrightyy:DD JIAYOU![:After that match , stayed back to watch a few more matches , then went outside played volleyball lahh . Then um , something happened and blah . Haix , I don't knw how to put this also , & then in the end Jiayu and Julia just left lyk that lahh . Yeaa , I know & perfectly understand why you're so angry with her lahh , cause your sis wanted that ball back & blah . Maybe you guys should also understand that we really tried getting the ball back alrightes ; getting the ladder and making Wai Mun climb up like some retard ==" & even wanting to climb up the roof to get the ball lahh . I mean , we're still a team afterall , & walking off isnt that nice also , if there's a problem , we could at least just work on it as a team uh ? Ohkay , if you guys don't feel that we all acting too rashly just now , then ignore whatever I said before , & what im gonna say after . Friendly competition in the team is something good lahh . I mean , at least , you know theres someone wanting/fighting for the same position as you , and you'll work extra hard for it ?Afterall , theres 10 9 people in the team , & maybe all of them deserve an equal chance to be in the main 6 yeaa ? Afterall , in this world filled with harsh realities , only the strongest gets to be inside uh ? If you want it , just work harder for it lahh . I mean , since you knw what position you're at already , but its not fixed yet cause of frenly competition , then just continue working harder for that position , cause its wht you wanted/do best in uh ?
& now I realised how much our team actually lack a sense of trust & bondedness .
Went KFC eat after everything , cause we havent ate any proper meal for the whole day lahh:DD Crapped and laughed alot inside lahh . Then took MRT home , 45 minutes + . Dammned long :/ lols .
Yeaa , training tomorrow:D