Date: Monday, March 17, 2008 @5:19 PM.
Title: (+)
} Head under water
They tell me to
Breathe easy for a while ;
Aye YOU :D I just wanna clear up that misunderstanding you had against me on Friday , but it'll be super awkward if I told you in person , so maybe i'll just blog it here :D Im not blaming you for anything you said on your blog , I just want you to know the reasons for the things I do as an individual , so no hard feelings after reading this alright :D I ain't good being the captain , maybe I never was a good one , but I can tell you that everything I do in court , be it right or wrong , Im doing it with the team's interests at heart uhs . Yeaa .. I need to motivate the team even when Im feeling really lousy abt our performance , exactly what I did the last last match , but it didn't seem to help anws . Still , you can just take it as my fault for not encouraging you all on Friday , Im sorry I didn't manage to put on the megawatted smile in front of you again when you tried encouraging , Im sorry alright . Im not sure if you know how it feels like to be me , and I don't expect you to anws - you only need to bother abt your own performance you see , Im taking the burden of everything , my own performance , the performance of the whole team , the coach's remarks after the match - how he wasn't happy with the way he played , how he wanted me to push the team forward even more . I guess you didn't know that , but still , its alright [: It isn't the first time Im carrying this burden already , in fact , I've been doing so for the past 3 months , and it just gets so tough sometimes . Im taking the pressure of losing even more than you guys , cos I know I only have myself to blame for every match we lost - I couldn't possibly blame you guys , could I . Besides , the competitions are already coming , those frenlys that we lost so far , I can't take it as easy as you guys alright , I kept thinking of the places that went wrong , everything I did wrongly during the match , I dont feel good too alright . Im not expecting you to understand me fully and help out , really , I just want you to know that I really want to help the team , Im already feeling the pressure and I hope you'll understand maybe just a bit more yah . I can't promise you I'll be a good captain , but I can promise you that I'll try , if that aint enough , then Im sorry .
Monday , 17th March 2008
Damn , really loathe doing back to school this week :/ Ohwells , its not like I had a choice anws :D School was boring , like usual [: Can't remember much that happened , didn't really bother to anws :D Usual boring lessons , changed time table to a even worse one :/ Had to stay back after school for some chinese stuff , wont comment abt it since there isn't anything nice to comment abt also :D Trained abit after that , went home (: Really lazy to go into the details , I know you guys won't mind too :D
SHIATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT .
Two more days till competitions , SianNee happens to be dang damn nervous :/
Title: (+)
} Head under water
They tell me to
Breathe easy for a while ;
Aye YOU :D I just wanna clear up that misunderstanding you had against me on Friday , but it'll be super awkward if I told you in person , so maybe i'll just blog it here :D Im not blaming you for anything you said on your blog , I just want you to know the reasons for the things I do as an individual , so no hard feelings after reading this alright :D I ain't good being the captain , maybe I never was a good one , but I can tell you that everything I do in court , be it right or wrong , Im doing it with the team's interests at heart uhs . Yeaa .. I need to motivate the team even when Im feeling really lousy abt our performance , exactly what I did the last last match , but it didn't seem to help anws . Still , you can just take it as my fault for not encouraging you all on Friday , Im sorry I didn't manage to put on the megawatted smile in front of you again when you tried encouraging , Im sorry alright . Im not sure if you know how it feels like to be me , and I don't expect you to anws - you only need to bother abt your own performance you see , Im taking the burden of everything , my own performance , the performance of the whole team , the coach's remarks after the match - how he wasn't happy with the way he played , how he wanted me to push the team forward even more . I guess you didn't know that , but still , its alright [: It isn't the first time Im carrying this burden already , in fact , I've been doing so for the past 3 months , and it just gets so tough sometimes . Im taking the pressure of losing even more than you guys , cos I know I only have myself to blame for every match we lost - I couldn't possibly blame you guys , could I . Besides , the competitions are already coming , those frenlys that we lost so far , I can't take it as easy as you guys alright , I kept thinking of the places that went wrong , everything I did wrongly during the match , I dont feel good too alright . Im not expecting you to understand me fully and help out , really , I just want you to know that I really want to help the team , Im already feeling the pressure and I hope you'll understand maybe just a bit more yah . I can't promise you I'll be a good captain , but I can promise you that I'll try , if that aint enough , then Im sorry .
Monday , 17th March 2008
Damn , really loathe doing back to school this week :/ Ohwells , its not like I had a choice anws :D School was boring , like usual [: Can't remember much that happened , didn't really bother to anws :D Usual boring lessons , changed time table to a even worse one :/ Had to stay back after school for some chinese stuff , wont comment abt it since there isn't anything nice to comment abt also :D Trained abit after that , went home (: Really lazy to go into the details , I know you guys won't mind too :D
SHIATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT .
Two more days till competitions , SianNee happens to be dang damn nervous :/
I must learn to love the fool in me.
The one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, love and hates, hurts and get hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cry.
The one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, love and hates, hurts and get hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cry.