Date: Monday, June 02, 2008 @9:21 PM.
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Maybe you never really realized how much you actually meant to me .
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Maybe you never really realized how much you actually meant to me .
I wish I could still say " I don't care " ever so confidently like I used to , without feeling any pinch or whatsoever . I wish I could act like I really don't care about you , like it has nothing to do with me and I'm not a least bit affected . I realize now whenever I say " I don't care " , I feel a tinge of something biting into my conscience , reminding me of the hard truth of stuff .
They tell me , " don't listen , don't bother " , but I find myself helplessly drawn to you .
Often , I get people questioning stuffs like " You don't know how many other people he actually sweet talks to every day eh ? " Or , " Maybe you're just one of those many people who actually matter a lot , no ? "
I don't know darlings , I don't know . I'm learning to trust , I'm learning .
They tell me , " don't listen , don't bother " , but I find myself helplessly drawn to you .
Often , I get people questioning stuffs like " You don't know how many other people he actually sweet talks to every day eh ? " Or , " Maybe you're just one of those many people who actually matter a lot , no ? "
I don't know darlings , I don't know . I'm learning to trust , I'm learning .
I must learn to love the fool in me.
The one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, love and hates, hurts and get hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cry.
The one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, love and hates, hurts and get hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cry.