Date: Friday, January 09, 2009 @6:50 PM.
Title: (+)
Apologies for not having any proper updates this entire week, had been really busy with school, homework, and CCA stuff. :D Zonals is coming in like two weeks time, was notified abt our #$%#$ groupings on Thursday. Ahwell. Hopefully zonals wouldn't turn out as bad as I expect it to be. :D I mean like, we've trained for one whole year under the hot sun already, we shouldn't let all that go to waste by not trying our best this zonals, right. :D
CCA trails in the morning today. :D Ponned like every lesson of the day except mathematics to go help out. :D Haha. I must admit, I had quite a lot of fun helping out today. :D (Although the guilt of skipping lessons and leaving my darling alone in class will come in later, but.) Hee. I realised that our seniors are actually very nice people to be with. :D Like, really. JiaLi is really nice to bully. :D Haha. Played volleyball with her using a basketball during the trails, and I realise that basketball has the exact feel as volleyball, just that the size is a lot bigger. :D Played basketball with her after that, crazy girl, Igot owned. Haha. It's not my fault, she was just really lucky. :D Seow Rong is super cute also. (Omg, I did not just say that.) Haha! Okayy. Caught up quite a lot with Joyce also. :D Yay! Really nice time helping out with the seniors and the year 3 batch today. :D As for the year 1s ... I think I still like 1I best. :D They're like really enthu and nice lahh! YAY! :D
Alright, really got to start catching up on my work this weekends. :D (Especially my mathematics.) Omg. Hee. Cause Gen isn't doing her job of tutoring me for math, not my fault I didn't get a single thing Mr Liu was talking about during math lesson today. D: Math should seriously die, co-ordinate geometry is making my head hurt and my heart ache. Srsly, die math, die. Haha. Rahh.
OH, and there's still Grace's present. :D Shall not risk getting killed by my spastic darling beside me if I so happen to forget abt it this weekends. :/ Gah.
xx
(I've been hesitating abt whether I should tell you this, but I guess, if you're gonna hate me for writing all this here, I'm sorry. I just really need to get things off my chest.)
Maybe it's just me, but you've changed. Like, you aren't the person I knew right from the start. The person I could confine everything to, the person I could just rely on. Nowadays, it's kindda getting hard for me to talk to you. You never seem to really mean the things you say to me anymore. I miss that person I once knew, that person I could always look to when I need just someone to confront to. You have your own commitments and your own circle of friends now, maybe I don't mean anything more than just someone to bus home with you daily. I don't know, really. After last year, I've lost hope of maintaining my close friendship bonds alrd. Maybe like how you and her drifted apart, someday, we will too.
Title: (+)
Apologies for not having any proper updates this entire week, had been really busy with school, homework, and CCA stuff. :D Zonals is coming in like two weeks time, was notified abt our #$%#$ groupings on Thursday. Ahwell. Hopefully zonals wouldn't turn out as bad as I expect it to be. :D I mean like, we've trained for one whole year under the hot sun already, we shouldn't let all that go to waste by not trying our best this zonals, right. :D
CCA trails in the morning today. :D Ponned like every lesson of the day except mathematics to go help out. :D Haha. I must admit, I had quite a lot of fun helping out today. :D (Although the guilt of skipping lessons and leaving my darling alone in class will come in later, but.) Hee. I realised that our seniors are actually very nice people to be with. :D Like, really. JiaLi is really nice to bully. :D Haha. Played volleyball with her using a basketball during the trails, and I realise that basketball has the exact feel as volleyball, just that the size is a lot bigger. :D Played basketball with her after that, crazy girl, I
Alright, really got to start catching up on my work this weekends. :D (Especially my mathematics.) Omg. Hee. Cause Gen isn't doing her job of tutoring me for math, not my fault I didn't get a single thing Mr Liu was talking about during math lesson today. D: Math should seriously die, co-ordinate geometry is making my head hurt and my heart ache. Srsly, die math, die. Haha. Rahh.
OH, and there's still Grace's present. :D Shall not risk getting killed by my spastic darling beside me if I so happen to forget abt it this weekends. :/ Gah.
xx
(I've been hesitating abt whether I should tell you this, but I guess, if you're gonna hate me for writing all this here, I'm sorry. I just really need to get things off my chest.)
Maybe it's just me, but you've changed. Like, you aren't the person I knew right from the start. The person I could confine everything to, the person I could just rely on. Nowadays, it's kindda getting hard for me to talk to you. You never seem to really mean the things you say to me anymore. I miss that person I once knew, that person I could always look to when I need just someone to confront to. You have your own commitments and your own circle of friends now, maybe I don't mean anything more than just someone to bus home with you daily. I don't know, really. After last year, I've lost hope of maintaining my close friendship bonds alrd. Maybe like how you and her drifted apart, someday, we will too.
I must learn to love the fool in me.
The one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, love and hates, hurts and get hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cry.
The one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, love and hates, hurts and get hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cry.