Date: Wednesday, November 28, 2007 @6:11 PM.
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& If you need someone who cares for you , I'll be there :]
Wasn't sure if training was ohkay today not :/ Seemed better than Monday's , but far from perfect . Seemed ohkay at first , until the receiving & match part lahh . Just can't seem to live up to expectations uh :/ Cause I know I'd have to do alot more to help the team , at least , much more than this . Then comes the match part . I seriously didn't mean to bring down the morale alright , I just wasn't so sure of myself that time - I couldn't even bring myself to trust the coach's decision lahh . I mean , the switching of positions and stuff just like that . Maybe I owe you guys an explaination - By now , we should all have a fixed position to work on/improve on le yeaa ? So why not just focus on your own position , instead of requesting for a change in positions ? The thing is , I seriously don't understand why jiao lian agreed to Gina's request in the change of positions lahh . It takes damn alot of time to build up that confidence and moral in every player , and by simply just agreeing to that request , hes like bringing the confidence of another player down lahh . Shhhh , maybe I should just seriously don't care lahh . I don't know . Maybe I shouldn't be caring so much ? :/
Debrief was ohkay , usual stuffs . We should seriously help our vice captain along alright , shes been missing in alot of debreifs already , give her a chance to help the team alright .
Damn , Im desperate for confidence . Im afraid , to let the team down somehow .
On a happier note , went vivo to lunch after training . With Jiayu , Genevieve & Joya around , whats not to love ? :D Went lunching , then went reaal crazy over there lahh . Won't post abt stuffs that happened here , I'll just let it remain a known incident between the four of us lahh:D Joya went home after that , then slacked alot at vivo . Got treated to Ben's & Jerry's by Genevieve:D ! Yayee shes nice alright . Wanted to go to the bus stop after walking around , and realised that it was raining damn heavily lahh . & though the whole place was shelthered , the rain was pouring in alright ! Was all drenched when we reached the bus stop , freezing cold ! :X lols , then Jiayu went like wondering why all those stuffs always happens when we're tgt lahh :/ Causee , we're a team yeaa , & we'll go through whatever tgt ! :D Nice ' interpretation ' uh ? :D Freezing cold inside the bus lahh , but still , its nice having someone tot talk to on the bus ride home yeaa . Team mates are the loveee:D
Don't feel like posting already . Im assuming HCI lost today , cheer up maxy :]
I must learn to love the fool in me.
The one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, love and hates, hurts and get hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cry.
The one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, love and hates, hurts and get hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cry.